work? what's that?!

so i go back to work tomorrow.
oh no!

it's okay, i'm excited.
well, kind of.

i'm more excited to get out of the house.
i'm nervous because i have been so focused on working out and eat right and i do not want to let going back to work ruin my routine.
instead i'm going to say, its NOT going to ruin my routine.

i've noticed, as my brother has told me before, it's all in what you believe.
if you tell yourself something is going to happen, it will.
this is very true.

so here it all is:

i'm going to win the valley's biggest loser competition.
i'm going to lose 50lbs.
i'm going to finally figure out what i want to do in life, at least for the moment.
i'm going to marry my best friend and live happily with him, forever

and don't worry, i'll be back to reiterate this a million times in the next four months.

cheers to a positive life. :)